I was sitting in my thinking chair in one of my favorite spot of
my room. I was thinking of the things that happened to me today, August 21,
2011, a Sunday which really started way too early than the usual. Today I can
say that I have been brave. Brave enough to tell to the person I like what I
really feel. Honestly, it was not easy but it was not that bad too. It was I
guess okay because I did not get a negative response from that person and
either a positive response. It was not a big deal after all and what I am sure
is that I am fine I made that big step which I seldom do.
I
realized today that when people suddenly like someone you also like or used to
love, I realized that its not their fault. That when your friends even your
closed ones or even those who swear will not like or love the one you love that
its their fault. I realized its not. Its not their fault that they have eyes,
the same eyes you have. The same eyes you use to see into others. Its not also
their fault that they have emotions and feelings to the same person you have
feelings too. Its not. They also have a heart like every single person do. Its
like being a fan of a particular boy or girl group or actor or actress or some
sort, you don't own them. They have the same likeness wavelength as you do.
Everyone has the right to like and love someone unless they have the tags:
TAKEN or ENGAGED or IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH.. or MARRIED or PROPERTY OF and the
similar tags.
So I
guess liking someone is just a normal thing in life. If the person you like,
likes you too and your both ready to take it to the next level, then why not go
for it? But if the person you like, likes someone else then you all just have
to accept the fact that you don't get all the things you like in life, maybe
because that is not the best thing for you. Yours is yet to come.
Now, if
you are reading this, I guess I need not to ask you why because I already got
the answer (thanks to my thinking chair your always the best). But if it does
get me tonight, well I think nothing will be lost if I try to be brave again
and ask you this question that lingers in my head. Just to clear it out and
nothing really serious.
Cheers to Life. Cheers to Love.
