Tonight will be the end of my struggle in the chilling hymns of the night. After 9 nights of going to the sacred haven of mortals it will be over again for me. got to wait for this time to come again and repeat all these feelings and hopes again."
Hay sa wakas! makakakumpleto na naman ako ng simbang gabi kahit na ung pito ay anticipated lang. eh ano nman d ba? ung 2 kasi madaling araw tlaga un ung mga panahon na kelangan kong bawiin sila sa madaling araw pra d ako nahuhuli sa bilang...ayun!
Yes!!!! meh wish ako...meh wish ako...beh!!! hehe... as if naman na totoo. tulad ng nauna dito...ung una kong wish of 9...d na ko umaasa na matutupad pa ung wish ko...kc simula nga nung ngkumpleto ako ng simbang gabi bilang panata (NAKS!!!) eh d namn natupad ung wish ko... cguro natupad siya pro panandalian lang... patikim lang...
minsan kc nkkpagod na din...nakakasawa...pro umaasa ka pa rin...minsan lalo na 'pag mag-isa ka lng...d mo naman maiiwasang mapaisip sa mga NANGYARI, NAGYAYARI AT MANGYAYARI...it's always the same... talo ka pag hindi ka marunong lumaro...
hay..nonsense tlaga...masaya naman ang simbang gabi...pg meh ksama ka, pg meh tinitignan ka at tinitignan ka rin..(uuyyy..iba un...) hehe...pro mas masaya kung ung kasama mo eh ung mahalaga sa yo...ung hindi ka iiwan (daw!) at mahal ka (daw!) ung taong kasama mo na kahit hindi nagsasalita eh nakukuntento ka...hay....bitter na naman ako! bwisit kasi eh!!!
anyweiz...bgong buhay ulit bgong taon...ayun...sa lahat ng mga taong katulad ko na masigasig at masipag kumpletuhin ang simbang gabi, mga naniniwala na may wish pagkatapos ng siyam n araw, sa mga hindi naniniwala pro nagsisimba pa rin (2lad ko!) ipagpatuloy lang natin!dhil kung meh wish man o wala...IKAW PA RIN ANG KUMIKILOS AT NAGDEDESISYON KUNG LILIGAYA KA O HINDI!
un lang...cge...salamat sa pagbabasa!!! comments naman diyan!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
2005.12.23
Friday, December 23, 2005
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Wish of 9
"today would be the start of the journey to nine... why nine? because it was said to be the nine months care of a mother to a beloved son...one of the main event this frigid days has come... journey to nine... journey towards the welcoming of a coming saviour..."
simbang gabi ang simula ng lahat.isang paniniwala na kapag nakumpleto mo ang siyam na gabi ng novena ang iyong hiling ay matutupad...isang paniniwala na kcng tanda na ng ating mga ninuno...
"sino ang nagsabing 'di ka malilimutan? sino ang nagsabing 'di ka maiiwanan?"
cguro kaya lang ito nasabi ng mga matatanda ay dahil pangganyak sa mga kabataan na sumamba at maging handa pra sa nalalapit na pagdating ng manunukob...parang motivation na ginagawa naming mga guro sa klase...
ang paniniwala na ang hiling ay matutupad kapag nakumpleto ang siyam na gabi ng novena...nung una kong nakumpleto ang simbang gabi... isa lang ang hiling ko...bata pa ako nun...cguro mga kasing edad ng mga estudyante ko ngaun...gaya ng paniniwala...humiling din ako matapos ang huling simba ng simbang gabi...umasa na ito ay matutupad...ngunit...dumaan ang mga araw na sadyang walang pinagbago...ganon pa rin ang lahat...
at naulit pa ang mga simbang gabing tinapos ko...gaya ng mga nauuna...isa lng ang hiling ko...at un pa rin ang hiling ko katulad ng nauna...umasa...nabigo...patuloy pa rin...dumating sa punto na di na ako naniwala sa sabi...pro nagsisimba pa din ako...
kanina...kakatapos ko lang magsimba...cguro nakasanayan ko na na isama un sa pananlangin ko...ung hiling ko dati...ung hiling ko nung una kong simbang gabi...ewan ko...kahit di nako naniniwala humihiling pa rin ako... parang bata na umaasa sa mga pdeng naganap...cguro...isang araw sa buhay ko... di ko namalayan na natupad na ung hiling ko...nakatuon nga lng ang pansin ko sa ibang bagay...o kya naman pinatikim lng ako ng kapirasong parteng hiling ko...
cguro ngaun...kapag natapos ko ang simbang gabi...ang siyam na araw ng novena...hihiling pa rin ako...ung una kong hinihiling noong una kong simba...ung paulit-ulit kong hiling na alam kong hindi matutupad o mangyayari...
...at un ay ang hiling na sana dumating ang araw sa buhay ko na hindi na ko mag-iisa...darating ang taong sasamahan ako sa lahat ng bagay na ninanais ko...isang tao na meh pangarap na tulad ng sa akin...isang tao na makakaintindi at kaisa ng aking kaluluwa...
... sana...
2005.12.15
simbang gabi ang simula ng lahat.isang paniniwala na kapag nakumpleto mo ang siyam na gabi ng novena ang iyong hiling ay matutupad...isang paniniwala na kcng tanda na ng ating mga ninuno...
"sino ang nagsabing 'di ka malilimutan? sino ang nagsabing 'di ka maiiwanan?"
cguro kaya lang ito nasabi ng mga matatanda ay dahil pangganyak sa mga kabataan na sumamba at maging handa pra sa nalalapit na pagdating ng manunukob...parang motivation na ginagawa naming mga guro sa klase...
ang paniniwala na ang hiling ay matutupad kapag nakumpleto ang siyam na gabi ng novena...nung una kong nakumpleto ang simbang gabi... isa lang ang hiling ko...bata pa ako nun...cguro mga kasing edad ng mga estudyante ko ngaun...gaya ng paniniwala...humiling din ako matapos ang huling simba ng simbang gabi...umasa na ito ay matutupad...ngunit...dumaan ang mga araw na sadyang walang pinagbago...ganon pa rin ang lahat...
at naulit pa ang mga simbang gabing tinapos ko...gaya ng mga nauuna...isa lng ang hiling ko...at un pa rin ang hiling ko katulad ng nauna...umasa...nabigo...patuloy pa rin...dumating sa punto na di na ako naniwala sa sabi...pro nagsisimba pa din ako...
kanina...kakatapos ko lang magsimba...cguro nakasanayan ko na na isama un sa pananlangin ko...ung hiling ko dati...ung hiling ko nung una kong simbang gabi...ewan ko...kahit di nako naniniwala humihiling pa rin ako... parang bata na umaasa sa mga pdeng naganap...cguro...isang araw sa buhay ko... di ko namalayan na natupad na ung hiling ko...nakatuon nga lng ang pansin ko sa ibang bagay...o kya naman pinatikim lng ako ng kapirasong parteng hiling ko...
cguro ngaun...kapag natapos ko ang simbang gabi...ang siyam na araw ng novena...hihiling pa rin ako...ung una kong hinihiling noong una kong simba...ung paulit-ulit kong hiling na alam kong hindi matutupad o mangyayari...
...at un ay ang hiling na sana dumating ang araw sa buhay ko na hindi na ko mag-iisa...darating ang taong sasamahan ako sa lahat ng bagay na ninanais ko...isang tao na meh pangarap na tulad ng sa akin...isang tao na makakaintindi at kaisa ng aking kaluluwa...
... sana...
2005.12.15
Sunday, August 7, 2005
Fall of the Mighty
"we could have been the best team ever, but why do we all need to end like this?"
we were fine doing all the crazy stuffs we used to do. acclaimed to all the groups that we would not fall whatever happens. such things and sayings that we used to utter before are replaced by our irrevocable instincts that drive each and one of us away. what could have been the cause of this PREDICAMENT? is it our jealousy to one another? or is it the way we act that we forget to HOLD ON TOGETHER because of our FOOLISH and SELFISH DESIRE for POWER, for INTELLIGENCE, for FAME and for IMMORTALITY...
there would be no hope for us. anyway, it's just a short journey until we start a new life again. hoping that those who are SELFISH for this kind of attention, would GROPE WELL into this foraken land. "not all the things that glitter are gold." you might have found gold but ask yourself, how much have you lost??? is it fair with what you have right now? or aren't you satisfied that the spirit of friendship had haunt you down for so long and now you are starting another spirit haunting all over again?
"an idle mind is the devil's workshop." is it true? what if the mind is IDLE FOREVER? does that mean that the devil has made it his sanctuary? maybe, the mere fact that he had acknowledge the dying emotion of those who have FEARED to LEARN had made him the SAVIOR of this MELANCHOLIC event in their lives. such a PITY that they will all fall into the ABYSS of PRETENDING that they are HAPPY. they are nothing compared to ZOMBIES who pretends that they are still living and call themselves the UNDEAD.
well, this might be the end of it. just saying, goodluck to all of you... may you find ETERNAL HAPPINESS in all your ENDEAVOURS. and you be SUCCESSFUL in BRINGING US DOWN. for as long as we HOLD ON TO EACH OTHER'S HANDS, we will eventually FLY and be MERRY. as for you, don't TRUST too much ON WHAT YOU HAVE. you might eventually find yourself DROWNING and FALLING to the PITS of DARKNESS before you knew YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE BETTER...
2005.08.07
we were fine doing all the crazy stuffs we used to do. acclaimed to all the groups that we would not fall whatever happens. such things and sayings that we used to utter before are replaced by our irrevocable instincts that drive each and one of us away. what could have been the cause of this PREDICAMENT? is it our jealousy to one another? or is it the way we act that we forget to HOLD ON TOGETHER because of our FOOLISH and SELFISH DESIRE for POWER, for INTELLIGENCE, for FAME and for IMMORTALITY...
there would be no hope for us. anyway, it's just a short journey until we start a new life again. hoping that those who are SELFISH for this kind of attention, would GROPE WELL into this foraken land. "not all the things that glitter are gold." you might have found gold but ask yourself, how much have you lost??? is it fair with what you have right now? or aren't you satisfied that the spirit of friendship had haunt you down for so long and now you are starting another spirit haunting all over again?
"an idle mind is the devil's workshop." is it true? what if the mind is IDLE FOREVER? does that mean that the devil has made it his sanctuary? maybe, the mere fact that he had acknowledge the dying emotion of those who have FEARED to LEARN had made him the SAVIOR of this MELANCHOLIC event in their lives. such a PITY that they will all fall into the ABYSS of PRETENDING that they are HAPPY. they are nothing compared to ZOMBIES who pretends that they are still living and call themselves the UNDEAD.
well, this might be the end of it. just saying, goodluck to all of you... may you find ETERNAL HAPPINESS in all your ENDEAVOURS. and you be SUCCESSFUL in BRINGING US DOWN. for as long as we HOLD ON TO EACH OTHER'S HANDS, we will eventually FLY and be MERRY. as for you, don't TRUST too much ON WHAT YOU HAVE. you might eventually find yourself DROWNING and FALLING to the PITS of DARKNESS before you knew YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE BETTER...
2005.08.07
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